Thursday, December 23, 2010

Sick

I am sick these days.... feeling tired and exhausted... but sleepless....

I didn't expect to receive his email and hesitated to read the email because I was frigthened.... that he would say "never contact me again...." with heart beat very fast....

surprised he still remember what he said... I have contradictions in myself....

miss him so much in the sick days... can't say it out... only keep it deep deep inside without anyone notice...

I want him.... back....

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